95 babyyyyyyy

I've never been one to do good on tests. I get nervous and I tend to tense up and everything that I ever knew, completely leaves me, it is not a good trait. One time in high school on a regents, I forgot my name, thats how bad it is! However, last year through asap I worked on doing better on tests and trying not to get so nervous. I am still shaky and get rather tense. I don't even get nervous before games like this. However this year I started off bad already, I got behind before I even knew it. I had one test two weeks ago, and once again I got very nervous and freaked out. Leaving me write things that didn't make sense and attempting to finish the test within 40 min. Whenever I am going to be judged I get nervous. The same thing happens with essays. I get so lost and confused in my work that I just write whatever to get it done, because I get more frustrated as it goes on. Last night I studied 4 hours in the study lounge trying to do my best to know all the information for my test today in Child Psych. After/during my test today I felt as if I did a good job and new all the information except for one question, in which I knew the answer but totally forgot it. I was excited that I thought that the test was easy and did a good job, now I just have to wait for the real results. After my test this morning, I had another class, Cultural Anthropology. In this class we took a test on last Friday. We got the test back at the end of the class and I received a 95 on the test! I was so excited, the score is so rare for me, that it felt so good to get a good grade for once.