I always thought i would love the idea of going away to college. My parents were never over protective in school, they always wanted to know what was going on, but they let me do things, they knew i would be smart about my decisions. Last year i loved the idea of college....i partied wayy too much, leaving me with a nasty case of mono. However this year, I am missing home more then anything.
For the past 2 months, i have going home any chance i can get. I just like the comfort of being home with people who i've known for a while and friends that will always be there. I am never one to be friends with a bunch of girls. Drama is not my thing, rather I have always been friends with guys! I miss all of my guys from home so much, i never have laughed as much as i have when im with them. They know excatly how to cheer me up.
Since the accident, i have been wanting to go home so much. Just the thought be being with my parents is just comforting. I dont feel safe here for some reason. It's scary, i wish i could just live my life without a care, but here i am afraid of so much more. School has never been a strong thing in my life, in high school i was pretty much c's and b's. But here i do so much worse. I am trying to do more work and get higher grades, but i just feel like my heart is at home, no matter how hard i try to live here.
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ive been going home as much as i can too, im so sick of it up here
One term I started CPN 100 with an assignment about how things were going. 90% of students wrote about how homesick and lonely they were!
So the next class, I had them work in groups and introduce themselves--I figured at least then they'd know a few people.
Sorry to here you are still feeling home sick...just relax everything that is home will be there when you get back...try to find a group of people and just enjoy that.
I cant stand drama either.. being here at school is awesome but there is nothing like being home!
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